I mean... you say that but, at least since I've been here none of them... even if they like you two a lot, none of them ever really. Show it. What kind of connection is it if they never even try to make an attempt with the rest of us? Angel is nice and all but Intensity-- he's awful. I'm sorry, I know you like him a lot, but he's awful, and I'm positive he'd turn on the rest of us if it suited him better in the moment, or if it meant he could prove himself right about something. And I never bothered with them because none of them much bothered with me either and. I know I didn't understand, what they meant to either of you, and I'm sorry, but--
...
But Avante... offered help, and gave me a place to go if I needed somewhere else, and extended that invitation to any of us too, and Cardigan and Red both did their best to try to protect us in the Hunger Games, and they even came to visit, for no reason? And even-- even HSS, despite the trial and everything, even they've been kind to me and forgiven me and invited me over when I've done stuff like-- like hurt them, and kill their friends, and give them awful nightmares. And I can't even suggest protecting them, because nobody would agree.
And I just keep making the wrong friends and picking the wrong choices and I know all of my feelings are only personal so they don't really matter, as a whole, but I just--
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Date: 2019-02-07 07:56 pm (UTC)From:I mean... you say that but, at least since I've been here none of them... even if they like you two a lot, none of them ever really. Show it. What kind of connection is it if they never even try to make an attempt with the rest of us? Angel is nice and all but Intensity-- he's awful. I'm sorry, I know you like him a lot, but he's awful, and I'm positive he'd turn on the rest of us if it suited him better in the moment, or if it meant he could prove himself right about something. And I never bothered with them because none of them much bothered with me either and. I know I didn't understand, what they meant to either of you, and I'm sorry, but--
...
But Avante... offered help, and gave me a place to go if I needed somewhere else, and extended that invitation to any of us too, and Cardigan and Red both did their best to try to protect us in the Hunger Games, and they even came to visit, for no reason? And even-- even HSS, despite the trial and everything, even they've been kind to me and forgiven me and invited me over when I've done stuff like-- like hurt them, and kill their friends, and give them awful nightmares. And I can't even suggest protecting them, because nobody would agree.
And I just keep making the wrong friends and picking the wrong choices and I know all of my feelings are only personal so they don't really matter, as a whole, but I just--
I don't know, dude.