I mean-- what you said before is, um. The big thing, yeah. And I don't have a problem with the new guy, either-- obviously... it's weird and kind of uh, worrying, having someone from another unit that was loyal to them on ours now, and Zraels are supposed to be Zraels. ... but...
It's... not really fair, is it? People keep getting... their old people back, from before, even if they're on different units. Wild City and Baritones has people back, and Wataru came from that guest unit... and he said-- that how Ruby was acting was "relatable" so her reaction was totally fine, or whatever.
But it's not. None of ours ever come back, not even on other units. It's not like-- like I want them on somewhere other than Zrael, either, but I just-- even if they did, so long's we could see 'em again...
[ quiet for a long moment before speaking again, voice wobbly. ]
... you guys're the only thing I got. Why do some-- some randos get to take that away from me? Why ain't their groups good enough? S'bad enough that if-- if you have to leave I'll never get you back, but they can just decide on their own that they're the real family or whatever now so what they want is more important? I know I'm-- not that important, to you all, but you're the most important things in the world to me. So I just-- ...
[ she starts and stops a moment more before trailing off into uneasy silence. ]
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Re: 243, later
Date: 2020-05-31 06:52 am (UTC)From:It's... not really fair, is it? People keep getting... their old people back, from before, even if they're on different units. Wild City and Baritones has people back, and Wataru came from that guest unit... and he said-- that how Ruby was acting was "relatable" so her reaction was totally fine, or whatever.
But it's not. None of ours ever come back, not even on other units. It's not like-- like I want them on somewhere other than Zrael, either, but I just-- even if they did, so long's we could see 'em again...
[ quiet for a long moment before speaking again, voice wobbly. ]
... you guys're the only thing I got. Why do some-- some randos get to take that away from me? Why ain't their groups good enough? S'bad enough that if-- if you have to leave I'll never get you back, but they can just decide on their own that they're the real family or whatever now so what they want is more important? I know I'm-- not that important, to you all, but you're the most important things in the world to me. So I just-- ...
[ she starts and stops a moment more before trailing off into uneasy silence. ]